Just thought I should let you know this is not a trial separation. At some point our relationship became more serious and in this things soured. Despair, contempt, and hopelessness became common, and yet I still kept you in my life. WHY? I have come close to losing everything , my family , my friends and my life. I have allowed you to abuse me, that’s enough of that. This is the end. I chose life, love and completeness over your lonely dark pit of despair.