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The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
Some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
Who violently sweep your house
Empty of its furniture,

Still, treat each guest honorably.
It may be clearing you out
For some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
Meet them at the door laughing,
And invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
Because each has been sent
As a guide from beyond.

Liquid Lady

You came to me at such a young age

How could I know you were setting the stage?

Coming to me in such a subtle way

As your true self held at bay

Feeling alone and full of pain

Comfort and warmth thought I’d gain

 

Did not know you were just an illusion

To a child lost in confusion

You were my first love

Conceived you as a beautiful dove

Giving to you trust in full

Stronger and stronger became your pull

As my life starts to begin

Always you helped me fit in

To the lost soul led the way

Deeper and deeper day by day

Now full in you led my direction

Your complete intent to no detection

Years now began to pass

You knew then our love would last

Every time I felt a loss

Comfort to me you would toss

Although I let you lead the way

I did not know the price I ’d pay

As decades passed I began to see

 That you were not the one for me

Finally by then your grip was tight

No escape in the fleeing flight

More and more I wanted to leave

But only loss could I achieve

Now looking back at my empty life

 I know now who held the knife

Cut so deep to my very soul

Stripped naked, taken whole

Seeing now that you only exist

Inside of me does your presence persist

The true one protecting me

In good time, set me free

Goodbye you retched flower

Turning now to my higher power

I have now a new defender

To that one I do surrender

 

Written by Wayne

Dear Recovery Friends

Anger was the fabric of my being for the first 20 years of my life. This was because of how I was born. It was no body’s fault. It made me feel miserable and filled my soul with hate and fear. It made decisions in life that are easy for others, become a big struggle for me. Knowing something was wrong but not knowing what it was made most of those decision’s fill me with 20 years of regret.Most of all it made me afraid to include myself in most social activities. This ruined most relationships and whatever reputation I may have had. This in turn made me ashamed of who I was and made me a perfect target, for bullies in school. It took many years of hardships to become the man I am today.It took a lot of help from friends like you and I Thank each and every one of you. It is your love that gives me the strength to stand on my own two feet today. Thank You for giving me a flashlight in what started as a pitch black journey. I am now filled with hope and clean of all my fears. I could not have done it without you. Thank you with all my Heart!

Goodbye to Addiction and Abuse

You’re no good for my daughter Aysha and me. I’ve spent enought money on you to put a down payment on a home. I hate your drama and characters you put in my path. This is my redemption. I won’t miss you either. Goodbye abuse, abusive people, abusing prescription drugs. I’m so done. No I’ll spend quality time with Aysha. I’ll spend my money on gifts and myself, pay my bills etc. There’s no room for you Ca Va Ten, Ca vaut pas la paine, Goodbye, Adios, Hasta La Vista!